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I didn't write any personal journal for a while but since today is my "special day" I make an exception.
Today is my birthday after clearly the worst year of my life. Funny thing is nothing really tragic happened. Just cruel realisation about myself, my dreams, relations with some people. I even don't know what to do next, I just feel really unhappy about my life.
The worst part is with every year I'm more and more obligated to be a "successful adult" but nothing really changes. I feel that I stay so far behind any people I know and I just can't make any step forward in proffessional and private life. I keep asking myself if I made a right decision to try artist career .
Today I'm a pathetic, lonely and just another year older person.
I probably cancel this entry later, public angst makes me even more childish but I have to admit that I feel a little bit better now.
p.s. thank you for all wishes! maybe some of my future birthdays will be better >>
Today is my birthday after clearly the worst year of my life. Funny thing is nothing really tragic happened. Just cruel realisation about myself, my dreams, relations with some people. I even don't know what to do next, I just feel really unhappy about my life.
The worst part is with every year I'm more and more obligated to be a "successful adult" but nothing really changes. I feel that I stay so far behind any people I know and I just can't make any step forward in proffessional and private life. I keep asking myself if I made a right decision to try artist career .
Today I'm a pathetic, lonely and just another year older person.
I probably cancel this entry later, public angst makes me even more childish but I have to admit that I feel a little bit better now.
p.s. thank you for all wishes! maybe some of my future birthdays will be better >>
Help me, please!
Back from grave again! :)
This year together with a group of friends from Poland we are going for Polymanga convention in Switzerland!
Long story short becouse I'm always half dead on my social medias it's not easy to do good on the contest where popular voting counts. On Polymanga number of votes is connected with receiving a decent stand location so every vote counts! Some time ago I posted my submission:
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If you like it and want to help me just click the link above and like this illustration.
Sorry for doing this, I always try to avoid baging for votes but without it it's really hard to do well, especially when my Facebook fanpage
Polymanga!!
First of all, thank you for all youtube channel recommendations on my previous journal. I had a very busy two weeks so I couldn't reply on each comment.
It looks like after a few years of thinking about I'm finally going for Polymanga convention in Switzerland. I'm going to share my stand with a dear friend, `len-yan (https://www.deviantart.com/len-yan) and bunch of other Polish artists. So if you are also coming, please look for as somewhere in the artist village :)
btw this year art contest theme is tricky! I changed my concept a few times and now I really hope to be able to finnish a decent illustration before deadline... I wonder if other artists also struggling ;P
Youtube channel recommendations!
I'm looking for some new content to listen during work. I thought that it would be a nice idea to have a little address exchange.
I have a big range of stuff I like to watch - scary stories, art, fandoms, comedy, cooking, game development are especially welcome :)
Soo what are you watch/listen during work that you could recommend me? Monday is coming ;P
Instagram and trip to Japan
Day after tomorrow I'm starting my dream trip to Japan :)
Since I don't want to spam my Facebook or Deviantart with photos, I decided to create an Instgram account to put some pictures there. In general I want to you this app for photos and wips of my artwork :) So if you want to know some randoms from my life and see how I'm making my art feel invited to check:
https://www.instagram.com/radittzart/
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Your birthday is a day before mine, as mine is on the 15th of October. Happy late birthday! Sorry you aren't feeling so happy with your life. I think I will reflect on the year soon too since 2013 is nearly over.